Monday, May 17, 2010

Monday Teasers

The Sports Agent
“Why do you fight it?” I asked as I pulled her to my chest and held her close, she stood limp in my arms not returning the gesture.

“I’m not fighting anything.” Her voice broke and I knew that she felt all the things that I felt, but I didn’t know how to break down her wall and I was already tired of trying.

“You know what I am talking about Bella, you feel it. I don’t know what it is, but I know that you can feel it also. Why won’t you let your wall down and give us a chance?” I was surprised by the emotion that was in my voice and the pressure in my chest.

“There is no us.” She mumbled as she looked anywhere, but in my eyes.

“There could be if you would just give it a try.” I placed a finger on her chin and made her look at me.



Sensual Inamorata
Her smile was infectious and I was mesmerized by her, she was happy.

“Your happy.” The words left my mouth as we laid side by side on the floor staring into each others eyes.

“You make me happy.” She whispered tracing my lips with her finger. She looked so perfect in the moonlight.

“So things are good?” I questioned hoping that she was alright with all the things that were happening around us.

“Things are great.” She said leaning in and pressing her lips to mine. My body ignited with the electric current that only she could cause in me, just as I was about to deepen the kiss she pulled back and stared into my eyes.

One word slipped through her mouth and all though I could have no idea what that one word meant I knew that it held a lot of weight and had more meaning than anyone could comprehend.


Summoned
Jake what are you doing? I ignored Sam’s thoughts as him the rest of the pack yelled after me. They knew what I was doing, I was going to save Bella and if she was already de.. I couldn’t think the word, but if the outcome was bad, then I would forfeit my life, because a world without her was one I didn’t want to live in.

Jacob there are too many of them and this is against protocol. Sam really wasn’t swaying me or changing my mind any.
Think of your dad. My movements paused for only a moment as Seth mentioned my dad, but I couldn’t just walk away.

I didn’t have to tell them what I was thinking, they knew what was on my mind and as I picked up speed I heard their debate behind me.
Are we really just going to let him commit suicide? Seth asked Sam.

You think we should risk our hides for his stupidity? Paul snorted and I hoped they wouldn’t follow me, their was no point in them losing their lives also. Though we were even numbered with the vampires, Sam’s ten plus me, but I still wanted them to stay behind. It seemed that Carlisle’s entire unit was going to die, I was the only one left. I couldn’t save Carlisle, Edward, Rosalie, Jasper, and Emmett and then I failed Esme and now Bella also. I didn’t deserve to live, I deserved to die alongside the family that I had come to love. Even Edward and his annoying ass. How could I not love someone that Bella loved? I’ll admit that I said and did some horrible things, but at the end of the day I did love Bella with my whole heart.
I was quickly out of hearing distance and had no idea what choice Sam had made, but I hoped it was to go back and tell the council that Unit nineteen-oh-one was officially completely wiped out.
 
 
My World Is Forever Yours
“Your period Bella. When was your last period?” I was in panic mood as I held the phone to my ear, my father had just told me that all the signs pointed to Bella being pregnant. I couldn’t think, because I just knew in my heart that she was, she was going to have a baby. We were going to have a baby, I was going to be a dad. It was so hard to comprehend and as I watched Bella freeze and her eyes go wide, I knew it for sure.

My heart raced in my chest as I watched all our plans, all of Bella’s dreams flash before my eyes. This wasn’t in the plans, not for a long time. I had ruined Bella’s life, she was having a baby before she was ready and it was all my fault. I didn’t know what to do, what to say, but my father’s voice was carrying through the phone.
“I am guessing your silence can only mean one thing. I am going to suggest you two head home, that way Bella can get checked out. Also traveling in the first trimester is risky add that along with all the bacteria women can catch over there and we could have some problems. Your mother and I will book you a flight, oh and Edward?”

“Yeah.” I mumbled suddenly fearing for Bella’s safety.

“Congratulations.” I swallowed hard as I heard the smile in my father’s voice, was he actually happy about this? Of course he was, he would support us in anything, I just had to hope that Officer Swan didn’t shot me when I told him.
 
 
Faded Memories
“Bella we are leaving and in the fall you should leave to attend Sarah Lawrence.” Edward’s words ripped at Bella as she watched him stand before her as cold as stone.


“No.” Her head moved back and forth and her voice shook.

“It is what is best for everyone.” He sounded as if he had rehearsed the words and in truth he had. He knew exactly what he wanted to say and he knew it wouldn’t be easy.

“It isn’t best for me, I love you.” Edward flinched at the words and Bella noticed, she jumped in while she had him responding. “I don’t want to be without you, Sarah Lawrence, my mother, none of it matters without you.” She reached for his arm and pleaded with him.

“Bella please don’t make this harder than it is. Alice has seen it, you will go to Sarah Lawrence and live a happy whole life. I will not allow you to stay with me and become a monster like me.” He held the side of her face and she clung to his wrist praying it wouldn’t be the last time she felt his hands on her skin.

“Your not a monster.” He ignored her.

“Just promise me that you will live your life, you will do all the things you want to do and you will be happy. Can you promise me that?” He was begging.

“Yes, but Edward now that I have lived with you I can’t live without you.” Bella stared into Edward’s eyes forcing him to believe her words. He closed his eyes seeing the truth there and it pulled at his non-existent heart, because he knew that it was true for him also.
“Your human you will survive, you forget easily and you love loosely.” His words were like a slap in the face to her and her sadness turned to anger.
“What kind of bull honkie is that? You can’t possible say that I will forget you or that I love loosely. I love you with all my heart and soul and if you don’t want me and if you don’t believe in me then you can just leave. Go now.” She was shoving his chest and all thought he didn’t want their goodbye to be like this, he found it easier to leave her when she was mad rather than sad.

“Goodbye my love.” He whispered as he turned and disappeared into the trees. Bella stood shocked it took a moment for what she had done to sink in.

“No Edward! I didn’t mean it come back! Please I can’t live without you

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